35 years ago. I will never be the same.
35 years ago. I will never be the same. I was mid 20's living with an abusive person. My Son was 7 at the time, not the abuser's Son. I got pregnant. Thinking it would be a good thing!!?? Extreme low self esteem does not make for good choices... I was happy I was expecting!! Going to tell my Son he was going to have a Brother/Sister!! After telling the father, he was livid!! This can't happen! I'd be killing my son/daughter! What would this do to my mother he said! I was and still am against abortion. Such an ugly word I could not say for years. I had the abortion in hospital, Valentines day. Next day was abusers birthday. A party he wanted like nothing happened. I left him 4 months later. I hate him. I regret it and always will. I hate I wasn't stronger then.