Hello, my story is long ish…
Hello, my story is long ish…I had my abortion almost 3 years ago. 3 years on November 8th. It’s been really really hard because tomorrow is marking the date of me finding out I was pregnant at 17 (now 19). I never wanted it either, it was forced upon me from the father and my mom and my dad and my sister so my family. I miss my baby so much…I was also almost 5 months pregnant. I hate this feeling so much I feel like my body is tearing apart and im left empty…its been like this since I’ve had it done…I tried talking to my mom 2 times about if the first time was 2 weeks after and my mom said “it’s just the hormones and that’s what therapy is for”, the 2nd time she sighed and said “you’re not regretting it are you?!”…I have no one to talk to about the grief, I can’t talk to my dad about it, can’t talk to my mom, can’t talk to my sister and my bf says that some feeling I have are “devilish like” but its the real part of my grieving and it hurts so much, I don’t even have an ultrasound picture or a test.