I am suffering
I have two beautiful children. For medical reasons, I could not keep my third child. I have had 7 kidney stones in two years of having children, 3 CT scans, I am allergic to all antibiotics you can take when pregnant, and I have migraines with aura that put me at high risk for stroke. When pregnant with my second child I had a migraine with aura that also turned into the inability to speak, read, or comprehend words. I had an abortion for these medical concerns because I have two other children to raise. My husband played a role as well. He didn’t want to have the baby and I felt some pressure from him as well to have this abortion. Now I am suffering endlessly. So many what ifs and I feel so so sad. I had so many reasons to justify this but there just isn’t a way to justify it for myself. I did this horrible thing and I am suffering everyday for it